Sad and Glad

Phew.
I don't like emotions, mostly because I don't know how to handle them.
My emotions, that is.
When it comes to analyzing other people's emotions and rationale, I will dissect and analyze till I can do so no more.
Ironically, I am unable to unfeelingly process my emotions in the same manner.
Recently, though, I have been getting some Holy Spirit Therapy.
As a result of these sessions, I can tell you that today I am sad.
Yet Glad. (weird, right? Is that really how this emotion thing works?!)
Sad because it is not happening my way.
Glad because it is happening His Way.

One day, I will be fully glad: when I finally, completely want what He wants.